Could this month get any worse?

I'm posting from my broken iPhone so this probably won't sound very good.

Its been a hell of a month and its not going to be getting better any time soon.  I never understood how a person could let life get them down.  I don't understand depression or how it attacks a person.  The hoplessness, pain, misery caused by whatever a person is feeling was something I took for granted because I didn't think anything could get that bad for me.  Well, In retrospect, I was just foolinf myself, because things are so bad right now that I can't focus.

I suppose its good to write about these things, so I'll start with the basics.  First my ex-wife is a selfish cheating money grubbing whore.  I think everybody knows that.  She sued me for more child support, and won.  Big.  So now, instead of paying the bills, planning for vacation, spending time with my kids,  I have to live paycheck to paycheck.  I know, thats not new for some people.  I guess what burns me isn't that she gets more of my money, I kinda suspected that was going to happen.  What bothers me is that there is no support out there from the government that I sacrificed for.  No fathers rights organizations, no judges, no family services, that will say, "Hey, that slut is deserves what she got!"  Thats not gonna happen.  So I am left to think about how she will spend my hard earned dollars while I search the couch for spare change.

We will see what tomorrow brings, I am sure it will be entertaining.  I'm also pretty sure it won;t be a good thing.